It's Hell Getting Old.

Over the past few months I have realized how fragile my body is, being early 40s and never knowing the word "relax", aches and pains have MADE me rest (from time to time). Most days I have to grit my teeth and push through the pain but lately even that isn't working anymore. It days like these that make me stop and think if I am doing right by my body, my heart loves this life but my heart can't lift a sack of feed lol. My sheep herd needs tending and I do as much as I can do before I start hurting too bad.

I get so frustrated because I have a to do list that is a mile and a half long and I cannot physically get it done. I have started to try and make my chores easier on myself and think of ways to use less physical strength and work smarter, not harder.

I am hoping that the doctors can help me feel better so that I can be there for my family and my farm.

I honestly have more respect for the generations passed that did not have the option to have down days or physical therapy visits. I understand why the old timers were always so cranky and tough, they had to be!!

Just a little bucket dumping. Happy homesteading and be blessed.